Because change is not always as easy as I make it sound..
Because I am unbelievably anxious right now about pretty much everything that lies ahead.. The house hunt, the job hunt, the car-maid-toaster-pressure cooker-mustard oil hunt.
Because I suddenly feel a shiver run down my spine and the only place I want to be right now is Bombay.. With ma, dad, and some random noisy news channel on TV, not a care in the world, nothing sorted, and nothing to worry about.
I am overwhelmed and how. OH. MY. GOD. THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING AND I DON’T LIKE CHANGE AS MUCH AS I THINK I DO. Mammaaaaa.
And because the husband is away (whiling away his notice period working. I mean really, who does that?!), I am going to play this for myself.
It’s funny I am looking forward to it. Worried, and yet there is nothing about this that I want to change. I am weird like that.